Showing posts with label Dogs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Dogs. Show all posts

Meet My BIG Baby Mighty!

Posted Thursday, August 15, 2013 by deehan1914

I'm Thinking About Spy's First Fur Trim

Posted Sunday, November 18, 2012 by deehan1914




My Love Life

Posted Tuesday, August 7, 2012 by deehan1914



 After my Hero's death (Hero , the name of my norfolk terrier dog who died due to laxatives ) , this cute Spy brought back joy in our house. Aww..look at him!









 Even the girls of our neighbors went to our house early in the morning . Yes, their grandmom soon came looking for them.








The love of my life is always just below my chair. What a loyal companion indeed! I love you Spy!

That question

Posted Sunday, August 5, 2012 by deehan1914


Ah! This cute photo of Spy and I was taken last week. I took this after my GNA lessons. I was really busy last week. I needed to do so many things for school. I think I really looked terrible last week. Oh boy! The ugly dark circles were making me look unattractive. As always, I've placed more concern on my Corporate Finance report than on my looks. I like how I see things. Hahah! I decided not to place too much efforts in looking good especially in wearing trendy clothes in a effort to possibly catch Mr.Prince Charming's attention. Ah! High heels give me terrible pains and I don't like wearing tight clothes . See, I've always been comfortable wearing T-Shirts,pants and sneakers. I finally got over with using a backpack to graduate school though. Thanks to my sponsors who grew tired of seeing me bring same backpack since I was a University student..ahaha! I received beautiful "lady-like" bags! Oh!Thank you!!! 


This is how I exactly looked last week. Ah! I love my long hair..(only that!) I posted this photo on Facebook and I was really surprised, I must say pleased , reading the comments from my friends. Here are some of the comments I got.

                                                   Jetskie Ferasol ur still pretty madem
Cheryl M. Sapocado soooo pweeeetteee :D ♥
Tanya Miya you still look cute..

Hahah! I just hope my friends are honest this time. So often we tend not to hurt others by saying the "good thing" rather than the "real thing"..LOL... I am guilty to that sometimes and yeah..it's making me hard to believe in appreciations sometimes. Anyway, I hope I will look better after all these school tasks. I want to graduate and realize my dreams!
 
Today, I've been asked again why I don't have a boyfriend.Ah! Is it really a necessity this time? Why's everybody asking me that? Why's everybody expecting me to have a boyfriend? I told the world about my reasons several times. The reasons all boil down to "timing". Timing is everything. I don't think it's sensible to have a boyfriend now that I am still a student. 

Anyway, why do guys asks you if you can be courted? If you say yes, does it mean the guy has a little bit of an insurance that he will succeed in his courtship?   If a girl says no, why would he say he will "wait" until the girl is ready? Really? Wait that long? Oh! I have a good feeling he CAN'T wait and will soon find a good target as "replacement". Hahah! I am not a fan of guys' sweet words specially if I just met them. I grew up with three boys and I heard a lot of their conversations. Maybe, it's one of the reasons why I don't want to have a boyfriend right now !

Yeah, I got a crush on someone from one of my  class now, still admire the intelligence of someone from my past and love how truthful the other guy from my past was and now ,  I wish all of their "lovable" features can be contained into that one man that I will meet someday. That will be impossible , I know, but I hope something close to that.

I've been telling my friends I will have a boyfriend when I'm done with school just to escape to their scrutinizing eyes. Honestly, I don't have any idea if I will really have one. Right now, I haven't seen that guy who would really make me feel crazy about him. 

Oh! I can get myself a boyfriend someday! Watch out! It's gonna be NOT anytime soon!






Meet "Spy" (a.k.a Tamomot)

Posted Wednesday, April 25, 2012 by deehan1914
This is cuteness overload <3

Mama was trying to hold him while I took pictures of him.

The adorable lazy one.

What ya thinking dude?

Define "cute".

When Pain Strikes

Posted Monday, March 12, 2012 by deehan1914



I am a happy person. I seldom get disappointed and when I do it's really horrible. Yes, I feel horrible now.

I usually stay away from thinking negatively not only because it could make me look unattractive but mainly because I know death could come knocking anytime and I wish to die happy.I will die a happy person.I will exert every efforts to achieve that and right now, I may feel horrible but I am on way to healing . I somehow don't intend to recover pretty soon but I don't intend to feel this way forever. I am sad, very sad.

My dog Hero died last Saturday. I feel like a mother who just lost a son. I feel like a baby who wanna see Mama the soonest . I feel like an orphan singing a song because I deeply miss my parents. I feel like a girl wishing to see a best friend who has moved to another town . I feel like a crazy man seeing visions of a dead loved one. Death of a loved one , regardless of whether it's an animal or human ( though I think humans are animals too, in taxonomy ), is painful.

I feel terrible because I can't blame the one who caused my Hero's death.I know it was an accident. I know his intentions were pure. I know Papa did not intend to kill my Hero. I am not a perfect daughter and yes, I confronted him with all the uncontrollable tears flowing and burning my eyes like hell. After hours of crying out loud, I knew Papa was sad too and I know he was more sad seeing me and mom in deep pain. The two woman in his life is crying because of the accident he caused. The feeling of guilt and sadness might be stressing him a lot. Then,I started to worry more about his feelings.I started to worry about Mama and Papa's feelings.

What keeps hurting me now is that I can still imagine him greeting me . I can imagine his bark and some noises he could create. I imagine hearing , seeing , smelling and touching him. Yeah, I dislike having vivid imaginations.

It's honestly hard to resume working but I know I have responsibilities. I must have the equilibrium.

It's painful for everyone in my family and I don't care if others find this "weird". My Mom cried from the vet's clinic where Hero was confined and she cried until night time .

I will forever love you Hero. I will forever miss your planking.










If ever I will have another dog in the future. It will never mean that another dog can replace you.No other dog can ever replace you. It will be unfair for you and for the new dog. You are a masterpiece Hero. I miss you.